The Essence of Being a Muse, Vol. 1

Somebody fill my emptiness. The day I was rejected from art school, everything that was �_ospecial�__ about me died. That�_Ts why I have no choice. Since I�_Tm back to being �_oordinary,�__ I�_Tll go to the job my mom decided on while wearing the clothes my mom picked for me so that I can find what my mom calls �_ohappiness�__ alongside somebody my mom can boast about, trapped in a never-ending cycle of �_oWhat if?�__ and �_oToo bad�__ all the while.